Several Decembers
ago, I found myself with some newly acquired Christmas money in my
pocket and some time off work with nothing to do. I went to the local
hobby shop to find something to remedy both of these problems. While
perusing the plastic model aisle, my eye caught a Master Grade Gundam
Mk-II. I wasn't especially familiar with Gundam at the time, but the
fact that it was like an action figure that you build from a kit shot
the cool factor off the charts.
After discovering
the variety of Gundam models available, I quickly developed a new
hobby. My latest project, which I just finished applying the decals
to yesterday, was a Perfect Grade Unicorn Gundam, complete with the
LED unit and Full Armor unit. It took me nearly a week to build it
all, and another week just to apply decals.
Full disclosure, I
am not a professional model builder, nor do I aspire to become one. I
would not say that what I build is suitable for display outside my
own place of residence. I just enjoy building Gundam models, as well
as similar types of robot models from Japan, and then posing them and
displaying them.
The only reason I
bring this up is because of hobbies.
One of the defining
traits of autism is obsessive hobbies. Activities that we will tend
to devote most of our free time to. They stay on our minds when we
aren't doing them, and we talk about them a lot to other people.
Whenever our minds idle, they tend to gravitate toward our hobbies.
To be honest, this
is a concept that I find difficult to understand. To me, the above
paragraph defines not an obsessive hobby, but a hobby. If something
doesn't fit that description, I consider it to by at most a mild
interest.
That has made me
wonder how it is that an autistic person's interests differ from
those of a neuronormal person.
To be clear, I'm not
talking about obsessions that we might consider unhealthy, that
negatively impact other parts of the person's life. Things like
hoarding decades' worth of newspapers or losing your life savings to
gambling. I'm talking about interests that those around us might be
bothered or concerned by, but otherwise don't have many negative
consequences, such as my Gundam hobby I mentioned at the beginning.
The first thing I
think of when I hear “obsessive hobby” is how much time and
resources a person spends on his/her hobby. It is true that when I'm
in the middle of a project, I tend to spend the vast majority of my
time working on it. Other times, I want to make sure I have adequate
tools and supplies and a functional workspace.
This is not
dissimilar to the habits of other autistic people I know. I
personally know people on the autism spectrum who spend most of their
free time painting, writing fan fics, or just sketching characters
for future projects. I've also known people who spend their time
drawing road maps or researching the weather or various points in
history.
However, I have to
ask how this differs from how a neuronormal person spends his/her
free time. For example, I remember my mom used to spend hours alone
in her sewing room. She seemed to lose track of what was else was
going on while she was working. I also remember a coworker of mine,
who enjoys metalworking, excitedly telling me about acquiring a $500
toolbox for his garage.
Another prime
example is musicians. We all know how often musicians will take out
their instruments and start playing, given the chance. They also tend
to spend a lot of time and money customizing and maintaining their
instruments. In fact, it would be fair to say that music is a full
time hobby. Some may consider musicians to be obsessive, but I've
never heard anyone describe that level of interest in music to be
autistic.
So, if we're more
obsessive about our interests, I don't think it's because of the
amount of time and resources we put into them. Maybe it's how much we
talk about our interests.
Again, I'm going to
have to disagree. If you know a car guy, you have almost certainly
seen pictures of his latest accomplishment. It's not unlikely that
you've even seen before and after pictures, along with verbal
descriptions of what he's done. He's not obsessive. He's just sharing
his interest with you, whether you care or not.
I'll also have to
point to sports culture. Before and after every game, I'm always
surrounded by talk of football, something I have absolutely no
interest in. People talk about not only the players and coaches, and
who they think will win and why, but also how the results of the game
will affect the rest of the season and who will go to the playoffs.
This aspect of
sports culture is fully acknowledged and accepted, as evidenced by
the fact that some will ask that others around them not talk about
the game that they recorded to watch later. That request is almost
always respected.
Of course, when an
autistic person is talking about his/her hobbies, the conversation
seems a little more one-sided. I will not dispute that. However, I
will dispute that it's indicative of obsession. You have to remember
that autism is a social disability, which affects our conversational
skills. We have a tendency to monologue at people when we talk, no
matter what the subject is. Taking that into consideration, I think
we can discount that as well.
Looking at the
evidence, I think it's only reasonable to conclude that either
autistic people are not obsessive about their hobbies or that
neuronormal people are. It's simply a normal human behavior, filtered
through a different type of brain.
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