I consider myself to
be an autism writer, but I would like to try something different this
time. A friend of mine introduced me this summer to a comic called
American Splendor, by Harvey
Pekar. I found this to be such an amazing piece of work that I would
like to share it with you. I'll tie it back to my normal subject
matter before I finish this post.
American Splendor
is an autobiographical comic, and as such, I can't really talk about
it without talking about its writer, Harvey Pekar. The first
questions you likely have are who is Harvey Pekar, and what has he
done that's worth reading about? The simple answers are no one
special, and almost
nothing. That's what I find so fascinating about his writing. As
he famously said, “ordinary life is pretty complex stuff.”
Pekar
was an average working Joe, living
in Cleveland.
He typically worked low-wage jobs, until settling into one at
a Veteran's Administration Hospital.
He usually lived in small apartments, often spending what spare money
he had feeding his obsession with jazz records, for
which he would sometimes write reviews for publication.
In
terms of relationships, Pekar would probably say he was not very
successful for most of his life. He has been married three times. He
stated that he would get married quickly because he tended to settle
for any woman that would put up with him. Of course, he also said
that he lucked out and met his match with his third wife, Joyce
Brabner, who also wrote comics, and would occasionally co-write
American Splendor.
Over
the course of his life, Pekar struggled with various health problems,
which played a role in his comics as well. He went through frequent
bouts of depression throughout his life. This appears to have been
highly influential in his writing, which I will get into later. He
also had frequent problems with his voice, which initially required
surgery, but the problem continued to resurface throughout his life,
likely due to stress. In addition, Pekar
collaborated with his wife, Joyce, in 1995 to produce a graphic novel
titled Our Cancer Year,
detailing his fight against prostate cancer. He died in July of 2010
from an accidental overdose of antidepressants.
In
the mid-1960's, Pekar met Robert Crumb, a man who would help
facilitate the creation of American Splendor.
Pekar and Crumb shared an interest in records, and though they had
similar taste in music, there was little overlap. They would often
trade records, both thinking they were taking the other for a sucker.
Crumb
himself is an underground comic artist, who's material has
always been edgy
and is frequently
misogynistic. As their friendship developed, Pekar took notice of the
differences between the superhero comics that we're all familiar with
and the more adult themes of Crumb's work. He noted that a comic is
just words and pictures, and that that format could be used to tell
almost any kind of story. Contrary to the opinions of most comic
writers of the time, Pekar felt that there was no limit to how good a
comic can be.
One
day, Pekar decided to try his hand at making a comic. He never
learned to draw very well, so he made stick figure drawings, along
with dialog and captions. While he was showing it to his friends,
Robert Crumb commented on how good it was and asked to illustrate it.
The first issue of American Splendor
was subsequently published in 1972. It was always self-published, and
Pekar was never able to make more money from it than it took to
publish it. Several of his friends illustrated his comics over the
years, usually as a favor to him.
As
I said earlier, the content of American Splendor
was usually centered around Harvey Pekar's own personal experiences.
Typical stories have been recreating conversations with friends and
co-workers, helping someone move, trying to find money to buy a rare
jazz record, or even going to the store or trying to get motivated to
go to work in the morning. Each panel would describe his thoughts and
observations of the situation, either at the time or reflecting on it
later.
Pekar
was never afraid to portray himself in a negative light. He would
often show himself being loud and obnoxious (possibly
leading to his vocal problems)
or abusive toward his friends. He
would often portray thoughts that most of us keep to ourselves, such
as those about the person in front of him at the checkout counter.
At
the same time, he would often include some of life's lessons that he
learned from his experiences. Lessons such as fighting often not
being a good solution to confrontation, or when a hobby can become a
problem (he unsuccessfully tried to steal some jazz records from a
radio station once). He's talked about lessons in not judging others.
A highly conservative acquaintance he had that he didn't got on with
very well (he's always been something of a lefty) turned out to be
the most reliable friend he had when he had to move suddenly. He's
even provided some insight into what might cause racist attitudes in
some people, which is a position I've never been able to understand
until then.
I
promised I would talk about the influence Pekar's depression had on
his writing. There were times when he had absolutely no motivation to
do anything except sleep. Even activities that normally excited him,
such as reading or buying and listening to jazz records, held no
interest to him. Though nothing really happened, these times would
turn into some of the more interesting stories. Pekar's writing style
is very cerebral, so the bulk of the story would be about what was
going on in his head. I don't know if I can do these stories justice
by describing them in detail here, so I suggest you read some of them
yourself.
Since
I consider myself an autism writer, it would be natural for you to
ask if I think Harvey Pekar may have been autistic. The truth is I
don't know. As far as I'm aware, he's never declared himself, and I
see little value beyond idle entertainment in speculating.
The
real reason I'm writing about this is what I feel like I've gained
from reading American Splendor:
insight. I've always felt
that saying differences are only skin deep left out neurodiversity,
since our differences go as deep as how our brains work. When there
are people in the world like Harvey Pekar, who are willing to share
their inner thoughts with us, the kinds of thoughts that most of us
hide and pretend we don't have, it becomes clear that thought
processes are just another shallow difference. It really was an
eye-opening experience in how similar we all are as human beings.
If
you are interested in American Splendor,
there are some compilations that are probably a good place to start.
You can probably buy them from most book sellers. Ask for it if they
don't have any in stock. It's worth the read.
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